A man who thinks a lot and loves to have a deep going discussion every now and then. A man who is not afraid to cry. A man who is not afraid of death. A man who thinks God placed him in the wrong century (he should have placed me before Marx or something:P), ... A compassionate companion and an honest one, too honest in fact, who sometimes gets on peoples nerves due to his left winged political views or his "dull way of life" = being too serious mostly, How many A´s has this come to? Well - what do you have to know more about him? As this will get too long for the about me section I will most certainly put this as a note instead. Nah. Let it stay here. A man who can be jolly when he is jolly, who can be fearsome when he has to be, a man who glorifies himself in this stupid section and most certainly accuses facebook (yeah good to put the blame on something else, as that has been the way of man since dawn of time) well not accusing, but thinking facebook could be a more social place really .. its more about several quizzes and so on.. and you reflect yourself via these mirrors/applications/quizzes ... A perfect man, smart enough man to know that in this self-glorifying time, when one only can view his/her own reflection from a too good mirror, the mirror of facebook, And he uses this mirror now to catch your attention and to ponder about this.. or hopefully makes you think about it at least for a while, to stop and think --- usually we humans keep running - until we hit that wall and that usually tears us apart. But society is built that way, at least in Finland. And this cannot continue. Facebook can be good, but it is relative... And he is claiming that the internet takes away time that should be shared with friends, family or loved ones -- or more easily put -- put to better usage. And he knowledges to himself that he too must cut down on his computer usage as it has not been a benefit to his health or well being. More or less the opposite. And yeah I do believe in a higher power, God´s supreme authority, but His rules I should learn to follow, within His boundaries, I see myself out of those boundaries actually right now. A renegade in a way you could think. Well the journey home is never too late. But I feel I need guidance as I don´t have a map that leads me to the kingdom of heaven, as I am in the kingdom of satan most certainly and he will want to keep me there --- as we christians believe his (spirit of satan) is already in this world (meaning the lies and plans of the devil is in the world and that he is not smart, but rather cunning) but I think prayer will give me a nice big boost:) As I surely do not put trust in myself - but rather in God the Almighty who knows the best for me - and I trust that He will guide me to live a better life the sound life that I have so desired, and desired and desperately wanted but not had - though I´m a believer in Jesus Christ .. I feel like I am standing on the boundaries between two very great and fearful nations.
And I enjoy the fruits of both.
This cannot continue like this as
the kingdoms are in war with each other --
and will never be in peace --
and the fruit of the two nations differ that
if I eat a fruit from my kingdom on the left
I will want more of it -- and it will not always be the good kind of fruit to eat.
And if I get hooked on the wrong kingdom,
which I believe I am - Satans kingdom
I will find it most difficult to find myself
to the Kingdom of Christ.
But I do want to make that journey
that leap
to the kingdom of Heaven.
I put my faith in you Jesus
please save me from my own stupid ways of following
satans plans.
