Friday, October 02, 2009


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Sunday, August 30, 2009

As seen through my eyes

A man who thinks a lot and loves to have a deep going discussion every now and then. A man who is not afraid to cry. A man who is not afraid of death. A man who thinks God placed him in the wrong century (he should have placed me before Marx or something:P), ... A compassionate companion and an honest one, too honest in fact, who sometimes gets on peoples nerves due to his left winged political views or his "dull way of life" = being too serious mostly, How many A´s has this come to? Well - what do you have to know more about him? As this will get too long for the about me section I will most certainly put this as a note instead. Nah. Let it stay here. A man who can be jolly when he is jolly, who can be fearsome when he has to be, a man who glorifies himself in this stupid section and most certainly accuses facebook (yeah good to put the blame on something else, as that has been the way of man since dawn of time) well not accusing, but thinking facebook could be a more social place really .. its more about several quizzes and so on.. and you reflect yourself via these mirrors/applications/quizzes ... A perfect man, smart enough man to know that in this self-glorifying time, when one only can view his/her own reflection from a too good mirror, the mirror of facebook, And he uses this mirror now to catch your attention and to ponder about this.. or hopefully makes you think about it at least for a while, to stop and think --- usually we humans keep running - until we hit that wall and that usually tears us apart. But society is built that way, at least in Finland. And this cannot continue. Facebook can be good, but it is relative... And he is claiming that the internet takes away time that should be shared with friends, family or loved ones -- or more easily put -- put to better usage. And he knowledges to himself that he too must cut down on his computer usage as it has not been a benefit to his health or well being. More or less the opposite. And yeah I do believe in a higher power, God´s supreme authority, but His rules I should learn to follow, within His boundaries, I see myself out of those boundaries actually right now. A renegade in a way you could think. Well the journey home is never too late. But I feel I need guidance as I don´t have a map that leads me to the kingdom of heaven, as I am in the kingdom of satan most certainly and he will want to keep me there --- as we christians believe his (spirit of satan) is already in this world (meaning the lies and plans of the devil is in the world and that he is not smart, but rather cunning) but I think prayer will give me a nice big boost:) As I surely do not put trust in myself - but rather in God the Almighty who knows the best for me - and I trust that He will guide me to live a better life the sound life that I have so desired, and desired and desperately wanted but not had - though I´m a believer in Jesus Christ .. I feel like I am standing on the boundaries between two
very great and fearful nations.
And I enjoy the fruits of both.
This cannot continue like this as
the kingdoms are in war with each other --
and will never be in peace --
and the fruit of the two nations differ that
if I eat a fruit from my kingdom on the left
I will want more of it -- and it will not always be the good kind of fruit to eat.
And if I get hooked on the wrong kingdom,
which I believe I am - Satans kingdom
I will find it most difficult to find myself
to the Kingdom of Christ.

But I do want to make that journey
that leap
to the kingdom of Heaven.

I put my faith in you Jesus
please save me from my own stupid ways of following
satans plans.

Monday, March 09, 2009

Verkligen mindre klick

Jammande är genast bättre än att uggla surfandes genom cyber rymden. Vaddå rymd. Ja den kallas så. Javisst ja .. Men rymden är ju en kall plats och där kan man inte leva! 
Nej inte kan man leva i den rymden nej .. Om man hade en farkost och åkte upp i rymden och tog sig ut därifrån skulle man nog inte vara vid liv så förfärligt många minuter efter det. 

Cyber-rymden är lite likt rymden som är ovan oss, där på skyn. Ni ser prickarna. Di som blinkar. Just de! De är väldigt fjärran ifrån varann, di där stjärnorna. Lite på samma vis är det när man kommunicerar med någon i Cyberrymden. Man har sin dator här och den andra nån annenstans. Men det kan vara många kilometer/mil/centimeter ... och man vet inte vem det egentligen e man snackar med. Man skickar digitala blinkar till varandra och emellanåt kan det säga klick.

När det säger klick eller om det säger klick, ja det skall jag varna er om. Sidu det är lätt vänt och även stekt att det diffusa med cyberrymden gör dig mycket konfunderad. Verklighet och saga blir ett och .. Ja .. Konstigheterna ökar helt enkelt! Desto mera bekant du blir med cyberrymden, desto mindre bekant blir du hur en tall nu luktade igen. Eller hur äckligt det är att fånga abborrar och luska ut inälvorna .. Huuu! 

Sådana verkligheter går man miste om och de byter man ut till digitala kramar, teddybjörnar och alla möjliga xoxoxoxo et cetera. 
Gillar inte särdeles mycket att svära men just nu uttrycker jag det hela i en tyst men dock inte så fridfull bön : Käre Herre hjälp mig med detta mitt handikapp att jag blev befriad från mitt internet-beroende och hellre tog mig mera tid att lukta på dina tallar eller fräsa åt äckliga illaluktande firrar! amen. 

Ja så kan en bön låta. En bön behöver aldrig vara högtidlig eller ens så värst ren. Kom som du är. Kom som du är. Här är jag själv.. svag och otroligt tja .. hopplös när det gäller cyber-rymdens fällor. Är väl inne i någonsorts knäpp ond cirkel som spinnar runt tills jag blir yr och börjar må dåligt inuti. Tror att alla innerst inne mår lite dåligt .. men alla visar inte det (nu ville ja int generalisera utan bara på tal om cyber-rymds-addiktion-folk) .. 

Gonatt! (sade inte min katt, för jag har ingen katt)

Friday, January 30, 2009

Mindre klick

Idag i skolan tog dataläraren min upp risken med över-användning av datamusen. 
Han beskrev det på ett så obehagligt sätt (ja att man just kan lida av nack-besvär och så ... att armen (den man använder musen med blir så passiv) ...

Tja tog hans ord såtivida på allvar att jag faktiskt redan där på timmen började ta ibruk mera näppisen. Kort-kommandon och så är egentligen mycket trevligare i det långa loppet bara man lär sig dem. Det tar ju visserligen också en smula tid. Men vad som är bättre ergonomiskt är väl alltid mera hemåt. 

Mindre klick alltså. 

Monday, December 22, 2008

The Holy Trinity

Most people find it difficult with the concept about a God that has 3 aspects.
Jesus, the Son, the living Word, the Lamb (who died in our place so we could have fellowship with God),
The Holy Spirit, who inspires us and helps us during our time here on Earth.
The Creator, our Heavenly Father ..

Well often people stumble upon this one and often they take this simple argument:

1+1+1 = 3 , after that they ask "How can 3 be 1?"

Well my point of view is the view of water.

1 x 1 x 1 = 1

Water in the form of gas, ice and liquid form ;)

Math in itself can´t be used as an argument against the Holy Trinity.
One-sided argumenting without accepting that there are other views, arguments
are very dangerous because of the narrowed minded nature of them ..

In God I trust.

Twinkle twinkle little star

I do wonder for how long the stars will be blinking.
According to the Revelation you can read about some of the stars falling down .. from the sky. Well -- the peace of Him has put an end to my fears of the last days .. And that peace is unearthly and heavenly.
I do wonder.
I don´t know anything .. of the kind .. I wish I knew though.